~m3 My$3Lf n EyE~

…:::tamat sudah pengajian tahun pertama ku n raan2 seperjuagan..slps 3minggu cuti ni,start plak pengajian tahun ke2 kami..uwaa..xsangka nk msk 2nd year da..skejap je ms berjln..mcm2 liku terpks ku tempuhi..huhu..lps ni,its gonna b more harder..alpha boleh rileks lagi..nek beta da kena struggle sket..ble gamma,usaha tu kena la lebey sket..xmo sejarah berulang lg…cukup la skali tu ms 1st sem beta..ku xsanggup da..huhuh:::…

…:::ms ku menaip entry ni,da dkt sminggu gak abes exam,tp still stay kat ostel sbb ade tournamen rowing which is yesterday n da day b4 yesterda <jumaat n sabtu>…xmenang pon tournamen tu..agagag..its ok..sbb 1st time kan..so gain experience dlu ar kan…ms tournamen ni,tetibe lak kan aku demam…huhu..mmg seksa sket ar..huhu..but,its ok..dugaan kan…terima je la kan..muka ku pon da itam blk…tanned abes..huhuhu…berabad gak la nk tgg kulit ku back to normal..haizzz..plg xske  ble kulit tgh tanned ni..satu penyiksaan nk tgg kulit back to normal..huhuhu..aritu br je recover..then ni tanned blk..aagaga…lusa ade kem ytm lak kat banting..hope xberjemur sgt la kan sbb kang bertmbh la tanned..ahahha..tp kalu pantai,xkesah..itam pon itam la..hahahah…lps kem tu br la leh blk umh..ngeee..k then.till ere..tata:::…

~apriani~

…:::dimanakah suma adab sopan yg dulu org laen agung2kan dlm diri mereka???dimanakah???dulu,hinggakan aku pon respek mereka kerna sgt bersopan santun etc..but now???me dont noe anymore:::…

~apriani~

…:::arini da msk ari ahad..esk da isnin..mksdnye esk la last paper aku semester ni..esk paper instrumentation n measuremen..haiizz..xstudy abes pon lg..n as usual,pressure sket la ble nk exm gini..haizzz T___T…seb bek esk exm ptg..so leh stay up lama sket la kot mlm ni…lps exam ni,kwn2 ku yg len suma da leh start cuti..but me???bnyk lg bnd kena bt so xle cuti lg..ni aktiviti2 ku ketika org bercuti..
       
       22-24MAY—>packin brg + anta blk umh + trainin rowing 
        25-27may—>tournamen rowing(MASUM)
        28may    —>rileks
        29-31may—>kem YTM

haiyaa..dn suma aktiviti ni ms2 gini,cuti ku telah berkurangan menjd 2minggu je….xpe la..janji ade cuti kan..hihihi…tp kan..ku akn sunburn balek la nmpk gaya nye..haiiyaa..br je recover kulit ni..nk tanned blk..adehhh..hope sunburn xtrok sgt..agagag..hope suma berjln smoothly…im gonna b dem exhausted la kot 4 dat week…tp hope still leh bla lg la kan..drp kena study lg tuk exam..ku xsanggup da…kpala da teramat pnt tuk terima ape2 jns pembelajaran..sgt pnt utk blja T__T …hope gak result kali ni ok w’pun aku bt exam sgt2 x ok!!!huhuhu…anotha thing to think off..tp tu tolak tepi dulu ar..sbb ku da bt da pon..jes tunggu je la kan…now me wanna bkk notes da..till ere:::…

~keris patih-lagu rindu~

~apriani~

…:::tepat kul 11 td br je abes satu lagi paper-ELECTRONICS III…sgt2 sedey+kecewa ngan diri sndiri…frustrated gle..bnk sgt xleh jwbnye..so,automatically muka pon berubah jd muka tensen..huhu..sowie if muka ku yg nmpk tensen tu bt org len jd risau and tensen gak..huhu..sowie sgt..xde niat nk bg awk tensen sama..br je ckp aritu xmo tunjuk kan muka tensen,tp td xberjaya sorokkan..huhu..SOWIE sesgt:::…

~apriani~

…:::waaa,cam lama je x menaip kat sini..kinda bz sket cos tgh exam week but still xabes2 revisin!!!demmm…huhu..y’day br abes satu paper..kunun nk try la score kat paper tu,skali cam AMPES gak!!!huhuhu..sedey gle..ku xbley nk bt paper tu..tp org len xtau la plak..terblur lagi dlm exam!!!slalu sgt cmtu..haizzzz…mls ar nk pk da psl exm smlm..bt saket ati+kpala je..huhu..now kena concentrate kat lg 4 paper yg ade ni..suma core subj..xtau la nk score mane..sbb suma cam ku ssh nk score..haiiyaa..cmne ek??blasah je la..jes giv ma bes je la kan..berusaha je..then biar DIA tentukan…tawakal je lps usaha..at least,ku berusaha..tp,cukup ke usaha aku??agaga..satu lg persoalan yg ssh nk dijawab..huhu…kalu usaha cukup,sure xjd cam smlm kan??huhu…tibai je arhh…hope,everythin’s gonna b ok..gudluck to me..chaiyok2 rinie!!!:::…

…:::makacih kpd mr spongebobku kerna menolong ku bnyk…sgt2 berterima kasih pada kamu..ngee~really appreaciate it a lot!!agaga:::…

~apriani~

dun matter~

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don’t matter, no
Cause I got you babe

Cause we gon’ fight
Oh yes, we gon’ fight
Believe we gon’ fight
Fight for our right to love yeah

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we’d last forever
I feel I’m hopin’ and prayin’
Things between us gon’ get better
Men steady comin’ after you
Women steady comin’ after me

Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don’t wanna respect boundaries

Tellin’ you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I’ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

…:::akon-dont matter:::…

~apriani~

…:::Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness:::…

‘the fray-how to save a life’

~apriani~

…:::ade org bilang pdku yg blog ku ini sedey je..ye ke??ku sedar gak..tp nk bwat cmne cos i usually write ble ku tgh sedey,down,tekanan,kusut,marah etc…ble prasaan2 yg xbesh ni muncul,aku prefer menulis drpd berkata2..i dont  noe how to express them in words cos im scared dat it might hurt others..so betta be silent je kan..tp drp smpn dlm hati bikin saket je,aku menulis..org mayb xphm..its ok..its jes kata2 hati je yg xmemberi bnyk mksd..hihi..sbb tu la blog ku ni cam sedey etc..hihi..but ill try to write more yg gumbira2 gak k..hihihi:::…

…:::its sunday afternoon n i dont noe wut to do..exam is jes around d corner n i havent finish revisin as always..agagga..shud study la kan skang ni but xde mud to do so..ma roomies suma blom bgn..aggaga..tdo lmbt lg la tu derg ni…hihi..cant wait jap g nk g alamanda tuk melahap!!lama da xbt aktiviti melahap niyh..ahahaha..ble tah nye derg ni nk bgn..haiya..wa sulah tdk sabo mau melahap..aagagagga..xpe2,prot blum bunyik pon lg..sj je gatal2 xsabo..ahhha..pdhal nk kuo..ngeee~:::…

…:::ipta suma da start holzz..but me still stuck in campus menunggu exam final yg da dkt!!dem scared babe..huhuhu…tp kena gak try tngkan ati,if not lg la xmsk2 pale ble study..hihihi..btol ak??xsabo nk tgg abes exam n cuti…tp afta exam,bknnye dpt trus cuti..agagag..ade masum la plak..haiyaaa…burn lg la kulit ku..then ade la yg akan pgl aku dak itam=P..afta masum tu br leh cuti..mksdnye cuti ku total up jes tgl 2weeks je..haizzz..skejap je..xpe la,lama2 pon leh sangap dok umh..agagga..dis hols cam agk besh sbb memba2 lama pon suma cuti..dalila’s comin back!!!n dak2 ipta len cuti..besh2!!!leh gather jmp..i’allah…cant wait!!!ku nk g genting!!!lama xpegi sana..haizzz…suppose aritu g wit ma siblings..skali xjd lak sbb ku terasa cam xmo g kerna mau studi kununnye..huhu..sori sis…ni tah ble lak nk g..agagga..mau mau mau g..mau g gak mandi2 di tepi pantai ke laut ke..beshnye kalu dpt lpk tepi pntai..i love beaches sho dem much!!!hihihi…ble ble ble mau g bt suma bnd ni lg??huhuhu….plan bnyk tp xtau ble nye mau bt..agaggaga…mest kena laksanakan gak ni..xkre ble..hihihi:::…

…:::gudluck to everyone yg amik exam especilly mmu-ians la kan..moga2 result kali ni nek..huhu..or else,ill b death…aggaga..gudluck:::…

~apriani~

‘letto-ruang rindu"

"when you look
in the mirror
and you don´t see picture perfect
what they say
breaks your heart
and makes you feel that
you´re not worth it
what if this fear
hides in tears
still play and make believe
so no one sees"

~monrose-even heaven cries~