~TryiN NoT to CaRe~
…:::as time pass by..i kept on thinkin why must i be in dis way..why dun i jus ignore those thing??n why not i jus dun hv to care if no one cares?? i am me n they are they…all dis while ive been thingkin bout others but did they really care or think bout me??is it worth it for me??is it fair??as always,ppl will say they care..but every lil single minor of their reaction shows everythin..im not dat blurr-type till i couldnt see it…i realize n i noe it..but as i always did..jus shutup n jus go with da flow as if i dunno anythin …i hv ma own limit…n now,i couldnt bare wit it anymore…so, im lettin it off n stop being like i always be b4 dis…ill try not to care bout dis anymore..its not dat i wanna run away frm dis or wut,its jus dat i really couldnt bare wit it…its enough till ere..till wut ive been through…let them be wuteva they wanna be..let them say wuteva they wanna say..let them think wuteva they wanna think…of cos im still there as a fren but now i wont think too much n care to much..ive had ma lesson…to care bout my own self 1st rather than care bout others 1st…yeah..i know da fact dat ppl changed..i do changed also..but i think i changed without hurtin other ppl’s heart…i changed without involvin others..i did changed n i admit it…but i dun think dis has bring side effect to d’ others…things dat i really dun understan till now -why ppl changed till it brings impact to d others???n unfortunately,the impact is to me…i guess im not dat lucky…last time they used to say in dat way..but now..afta the changin transaction,they’ll say in dis way…like duuhhh…why cant we jus maintain everythin???haizzzzz…feels like im bein used 4 their own gud…i dunno..myb its jus me yg sensitive…ngungungu~ahhh…wuteva ler..now dat ive already see da fact n da truth clearly,i wont ive a damn nemore…enough la 4 now…i wont care anymore:::…
~apriani~
