~m3 My$3Lf n EyE~

kecewa…
tu je yg dpt kugambrkan prasaan aku sjk sminggu yg lalu…
tp,kali ni mmg rs kecewa yg amat sgt….
tak ku sangka ‘kawan’ sanggup  bt begitu kat aku…
punyala aku lyn n concern gle kat ‘kawan’…
tp..ini balasannye….
eventhough ku tau dulu pe je yg die da bt pdku…
tp sbb aku bkn jns pendendam,ku diamkan saja n still treat  die cam bese…
hukhukhukhukhuk..
tp sbb terlalu baek n berdiam diri,akhirnya aku kena gak lg…
but dis time mmg btol2 melampau n menjatuhkan nama n maruah aku…
damn gle ahh..huhuhu….
aku xtau pe yg perlu aku bt…
tak kaco pon hidup ‘kawan’ tu..
tp tergamak die bt cmni kat aku….
diam2 berisi tul ah die nih!!!!
apsal la aku terjmp org cenggini…
adeh aii…
apsal la jd kat aku cmni….
bnyk bnd yg menyedihkan tul happen cuti sem ni….
mmg huru hara hidup nih…
huwaaaaaaaaaaaa….
apsal la begini jdnya….
sepatutnye len,tp sbb ‘kawan’,jd len…
dem frustrated babe…
xpnh plak ade kwn yg cmni sbelum nih…
pe tah tujuan die…pe tah niat die…
wuteva pon,moral yg leh aku pelajari dr sini  is…
jgnla pecaya sgt kwn lagi2 kat kwn yg dah pnh bt palat kat kte…
n jgn ler pecaya trus 100% kat org yg kte br knl tanpa usul periksa….
kelak akn nyesal nye ahh…
hukhukhukhuk….
i dunno wuts gonna happen next…
yg aku tau,aku tersgt la kecewa ngan ‘kwn’ cmni..
hukhukhukhuk…

~apriani~

heyya~
i jus finished my exam 4 today..paper electronics 2…neva been so damn sad like dis b4…just like my midterm masa 3rd sem alpha,paper physics,kua exam hall trus terburst out nanges..but dis time much more worst then dulu tu…ni jln menonong blk bilik sensorg…smbil jln,call mama,smbil nanges….sorry sesgt 2 my frens..mst dierg riso ke pe…sowie..tak bermksd sshkan korg…jus dat i cant pretend to b strong dis time..huhuhu..mmg exam td cam da worst skali!!!cam xjwb pape!!!!tgk soklan trus blank…nk simplified circuit pon da xtau..huhuhuhu…imagine la kalo nk simplified circuit pon xleh,ni plak nk bt calculation….mmg tak ahh!!!demmit!!!!final plak tu..kalo midterm cmni leh lg ahh..gle sedey ahh..xpnh call mama dlm keadaan menanges…mst mama kat umh risau..sorry ma..bkn nk bt mama risau..tp,rinis tul2 xleh bt paper td…sowie sgt…huhuhu…tp,cm bese la..mak mana nk tunjuk kerisauan die kan kt nk…mama ckp lembut je td..suh sbr,tawakal…aduh…rs bersalah teramat sgt kat mama..xpnh afta exam straight call mama..slaluny,ssh cmne pon…mst xnk bt mama risau…so xbgtau sgt keadaan sebenar afta amik exam..tp td…tgh emo..nanges…tgn dial num mama..sowie ma…huhuhuh….i dunno wuts gonna happen next..jus pray n hope everythin will b ok although i hv bad feeling bout dis…huhuuhu…

~apriani~

From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I’d miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn’t hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you now,  still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There’s just a thing or two i’d like you to know
You were my first love,
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time will find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
‘Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Never look back," we said,
How was I to know I’d miss you so?

rite now im listenin to dis song..lama xdgr lagu neh..kinda touched ma heart le plak..huhu…tetibe tersedey…tp,layan sudey…

~apriani~

You~

You did it again

You did hurt my heart

I dont know how many times

You.. I dont know what to say

You..ive made me so desperately in love

and now you let me down

You said you’d never lie again

You said this time would be so right

But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue

Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again

You.. Successfully tore myheart

Now it’s only pieces

Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love

ive been trying to understand

You know im trying.. im trying

You.. I dont know what to say

You’ve made me so desperately in love

And now you let me down

~apriani~

"Akan ku ukir

Satu kisah tentang kita

Di mana baik dan buruk

Terangkum oleh indah"

~apriani~

oLa~
heppi new year peeps….tahun baru,azam baru…but,wuts ma new azam huh??huhuhu…mst slalu xdpt penuhi azamku..uhukzz…
    today is 1st jan 007…n ma examis like on d 3rd n 5th..gle ah!!! bnyk lg xblaja sey..asik kua je since last fri <29th dec 06>..last fri ktrg <me,ann,nadz,iya,mili n ekkyn> plan g mkn ngan bdk2 fcm <bob,anip,baha,copo>n men bowlin..mkn kat bolin alamanda…not bad ler..afta mkn,ktrg suma g men bowling..bdk2 rowin <aizat,iqbal,cyart,acap n zik>...afta men bolin,yg dak2 rowin trus blk kot…ktrg yg len ni trus g jmbatan putra tuk lpk..siap g 7-e tuk beli junkfood tuk berpicnic kat jambatan..ahakz…then kat jmbatan chewan lak dtg join..we talked about lots of thing….then lps bork2,ktrg ajk g mapley tuk sahur…g sana round kul 5..mkn2 kat sana then men dis one gem spellin-B but using nama artist..gle psyco ah!!lagi2 cos my turn is afta bob..gle kejam ar die…men bnd tu smpai kul 730…gle lama lpk mapley..ahahha..tp best ar….then blk tu kononnye me wanna trus study,but ma eyes kata nk tdo..mmg ah xjd..trus tdo ar..

    on saturday plak…ann,nadz n me fastin..so ajk la bdk2 fcm <bob,yat,anip> tu mkn sesama…then mkn kat bangi..sedap ar kat situ….gle kenyang sey…then afta mkn,g jambatan again…hihihi….chewan pon join skali….tp,dis time ktrg lpk kt tmn bwh jmbatan..borak2…then chewan kata die lapo nk mkn..so,dierg ajk mkn kat ss2 kt murni….owner kdai tu adik bradik william yg kdai kat kelana jaya tu…tp,yg ni lg sdp kot…mmg gle knyg ahh…tp,still nk blun mkn gak..ahkazz…balik around 5am…blk trus tdo..

    on sunday,which is raya aji..konon ler nk g smbhyg ry..tp… unfortunately,xterjaga plak..ahahah..bgn kul 10 then smbg tdo blk…last2 kul 12 br bgn..gle terok…then kejut dak2 laki sbb plan g umh aku tuk mkn…last2 grk g umh aku dlm kul 3 kot….hihihi…pegi 2keta <bob,anip,yat,copo,baha,ann,yani,nadz>…blk dr umh aku dlm kul 6ptg…mlm tu, mkn mknan mak nadz bwk n ct..gle bnyg mkn mlm tu…tp,sdp sey…hikhikhik…

    dis past few days..asik marathon mkn je…gle ahh….tp..best pe mkn..me mmg da type yg mkn bnyk ble tensen…huhuhuhu…exam??arghhh…bnyk gle xstudy!!!seyesly…

till ere~

tata~

~apriani~