~m3 My$3Lf n EyE~

oLa~

on saturday morning <26aug bout 9:15a.m>,yani,nadz,nad,ekkyn 2getha wit me went to malacca..we went der jus to meet our frens der n hangouts plus ekkyn wanna buy hamster kat jonker..haiihhhh…it wus a tiring day but we had fun gle2….release gak ar tension2 yg ade..smpai sana aroung 10:45a.m..lepak2 bilik iqa n borak2….then 12 sumthin,perut msg2 dh mntk mkn..so plan seterusnye g bkt katil mkn..but,memandangkan la dh ade 7org,<plus iQa n ros>..so xmuat ar satu keta..den i hav 2 bt 2trip ar g bkt katil…klaka je…lps mkn nk g mp..so,memandangkan nasrul n din nk g sana gak..mntk dierg tmpgkan yg lg 2org terlebey tuh..hihihi..tq ek korg…smpai sana tgk muvee..tp i watch movie wit nasrul,din n one of their fren..bdk2 ni tgk cite snake on plane..org xminat sgt cite tuh…so tgk cite len ar…my muvee kul 430..bdk2 tu nye muvee kul 630..dats mean,ble i kua muvee,bdk2 ni msk..adeh..pe nk bt smentara tgg dierg ni…nsb nasrul n din jln2 mp dulu..lps tu dierg nk g tesco..join je la..takkan nk jln sensorg kat mp tu..hihihih…ble dierg dh abes beli brg..dierg kena blk cos ade meetg..me dunno wut else to do while waitin those kids kua muvee,so i went to nagoya beli kain tok bj kurng..hihihihi…afta dat br g mp jmpt dierg..then g jonker lak..kan terlebey 2 org…so yani,iqa n nadz korban tok jln kaki g jonker…pity dem..sori ek..smpai jonker..ape lg…jln2 ar..mata melilau…ekkyn pon dpt beli sepsg hamster yg ganaz2..wakakaka…then nk blk,problm keta lg..hahaha..xmuat…call la kwn2 yg ade keta..suma xbley..din bley tlg,tp lmbt la plak..last2 dierg ckp,nek teksi je la..ok…settle prob…memandangkan blom dinner,ktrg jmp kat cahaya dinar…tp msg2 muka kepenatan..yg cm bese2 je muka jus me ,yani, ros n nadz..yg len muka pnt gle…our foods lmbt gle dpt..suddenly ujan trun..last2 suh die tapau je…ble smpai ixora,me straight g mandi kat blk fisya n dilla….bdk2 len trus tdo kat umh iqa..nad n iqa g blk ats jmp kak zura…kul 2 lebey in da morning  tu,me trun blk jmp sumone…nice chattin wit ya~…borak2 suma til 6:25a.m…then blk mandi jap then straight drive blk cyber…grk dl;m kul 7:20a.m…smpai cyber dlm kul 9a.m…me tros tdo sbb 24hours tak tdo sbb drive kan..it wus tiring but its ok for me cos i had so much fun der….thanks suma kat mlaka ek…iqa,ros,fisya,dilla,nasrul,din n suma2 la….we had so much fun der wit u guys..love u guys so damn much..next time when korg dtg cj,ktrg lak layan korg ek…muahxzz….

~apriani~

They said you wouldn’t make is so far
And ever since they said it, it’s been hard
But nevermind the nights you had to cry
Cause you have never let it go inside
You worked real hard
And you know exactly what you want and need
So believe and you can never give up
You can reach your goals
Just talk to your soul and say?

I believe I can
I believe I will
I believe I know my dreams are real …know my dreams are real
I believe I’ll chant
I believe I’ll dance
I believe I’ll grow real soon and
That is what I do believe

Your goals are just a thing in your soul uh uh
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine
Leave all of your cares and stress behind
Just let it go
Let the music flow inside
Forget all your pain
And just start to believe

Nevermind what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all our hopes and dreams
I will believe
Even though it seems it’s not for me
I won’t give up I’ll keep it up
Look into the sky
I will achieve all my needs
I will always believe?

~apriani~

oLa~

last nite<23aug> exam computer program n design…damn hard<for me>….mmg seyes sedey gle..huaa…trus cm tensen + xde mud…uwaa…rs nk nanges pon ade…nearly cried..but kuatkan gak semangat n still truskan smilin..cos smiling kan da’ best medicine…uhuhuhu..tp dlm ati,tuhan je tau betapa kecamuknye….huhuhuhu…nk tmbhkan lg ketensenan ni,quiz prgrammin + esemen prgrammin + esemen circuit theory + esemen electronics + esemen field theory + more exams comin up next!!!!wheewww…esemen programmin tu,dah la xblaja lg chapter tok topic tu…blank gle cmne nk bt…uwaaa…due date dh la lg seminggu!!!tp xbt pape lg…huhuhuhuhu…..ssh gle esemen tuh!!!!tension gle ble pk bnd2 ni…tp,try gak cool down…dh msk minggu ke-2 dlm keadaan cmni…sedey btol..ill try ma best to back to my normal mud…dis is so NOt me..bein so moody..so sad…etc….hope everythin will be fine….

btw..lupa nk mention..besides all my sadness,pressure etc..ade gak bnd happy yg happen to me n ma family..my sis-in-law slamat giv birth to a baby boy!!!dh jadi untie dh…hihihih….ma mum said,his face looks like my bro…tak sbr nk tgk..tp xtau ble leh blk…asik bz je…uwaa…rindu!!!!!tkpe2..yg tu bley sbr…hihihihi…hugs n kissess from me to baby kecik tuh…muahxzzz….

~apriani~

oLa~

since akhir2 last week till dis week,seyes cm xde mud…dunno wut im thinkin bout…lots of things…studies especially…frens…etc…only gods know wuts in ma heart..tensen pon ade gak…tak tau la nape…hope dis feeling will dissapeare dlm ms terdekat neh…sedey bangat sey…need sumone to talk to…but dunno who i shud talk to..used to talk bout everythin to amy n yana..but now that they’re far away from me,dh ssh nk berkongsi cite…only them understan me…las nite,amy called..she cried trok gle..neva heard n sees her cryin cmtu b4..sedaya upaya i cuba tngkan die..kalo dpn mata sng la kot..kalo dlm fone..ssh nktngkan..huhuhu..sorri amy if kte tak bnyk membantu…but jus rememba dat i love u so damn much k…jgn sedey2..if theres anythin,jus msg me n let me know k darl…n one more thing amy,kte pon tensen n sedey gle gak…tp kte tau awk lg sedey so kte try solve ma own problem…yana pon msg td..she sounds happy la kot…hope she do…miss them so much…

~apriani~

dis phrase is given by a fren of mine when im down…

read it n understan it….

hav fun reading…

"jika dan begitu juga,

jika kamu memancing ikan…setelah ikan itu terlekat dimata kail,

hendaklah kamu mengambil terus ikan itu…

jgn sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula kedalam air begitu saja…

krn ia akn sakit oleh krn bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu..

dan mungkin akan menderita selagi ia hidup…

begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi bnyk pengharapan kpd seseorg…

setelah ia mula menyayangimu..

hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya…

jgn sesekali kamu terus meninggalkannya begitu shj…

krn dia akn terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu..

dan mungkin tidak akan melupakan segalanya selagi dia menginagtimu….

by HM TUAH

dis poem used to be meaningful to me…

but now,i dedicate dis to sumone out der~

hihiihihihi~

~apriani~

arini 1st day class afta mid term break…enjoy gak ar cuti eventhough kena blk cmpus awl cos of convofest…mmg best ar eventhough bersengkang mata…gle arrr…tdo kul 7 jaga org men saidina…suma gara2 nk dptkan m’sia book of record..dok snap gmbr je kejenye…hahahhaha…gain new experience..tu plg pntg n dpt rmai kwn2 baru….memorable btol…best gle ar..tgk gelagat org men saidina..dpt grup2 yg best..syok arr…naseb bek aku asik dpt team2 yg best…so xde ar bosan sgt jaga…hihihihih….tq guys for makin those games a happening one…tmbh2 plak dikelilingi klik2 aku yg satu kpala..lagi ar layan…hahahha…unfortunately,bnd2 yg best cmni mst ade ending gak kan…so,kenala start blk routine harian iaitu g class etc..huhuhuhu…..k then…till ere~

tata~

~apriani~

ola~jap agi nk balik…hihihi…tp g kl dulu…jalan2 shoppin!!!ahahaha….supposely cuti midterm ni one week jek..tp sbb aku jd committee convofest..terpksa la blk awl sikit..xkesah ler..hihihihi….happy holiday kwn2!!!yey..nk blk jmp kwn2 lama…miss them so much..muahmuahmuah…k then…tata~happy holiday again!!

tata~

~apriani~

      elo there~its 3:11 am..but i still cant sleep…adeh…luckily class kul 10..td br lps test circuit..huhuhuhu…sedey sbb aku xconfiden wit ma answers cos cam ter’blank’ ms bt test tu..huhuhuhu…pdhal soklan not dat hard..but its just me yg cm blank..huaaaaa….sedey2….dh ar paper electronics dh mmg hancus…adeh..ni br 1st test dh cmni…huaaaa…arghhh..jus ignre it ar…dh lps dh pun…

      dh la td wus ma tiring day!!exhausted gle…7hours class…kul 9-10,11-1 n 2 till 6..then kul 8 till 9 exam plak…maunye xblank kpala…pnt sgt smpai xleh nk berpk…huhuhuhuhu…tp mmg pnt gle ahh…tp nk bt cmne kan….responsibility diri tok ms dpn gak…hopefully i can make it till i graduate (which lama lg)ahhhaha!!!chaiyok2..hihihi…=) 

tata~

~apriani~