~m3 My$3Lf n EyE~

yay!!im goin back home 2day!!after bein so damn frustrated 4 da whole week..now i got d chance 2 calm down back n relax..huuuhhuu..still wonderin when issit im goin 2 understan physics n understan dis subj 100%…happy dat im goin back home already but still feel so sad cos i dun understan phy..DAMN…bile la nk pandai phy ni..feels like cryin u noe!!ya lar..when u dun understan d subject,sure ull b like so damn frustrated aight???thats wut i felt rite now..huhu..wuteva it is..im so damn hapy cos im goin back home 2day..bcos..i can meet my frens!!!yeah!!long time didnt see them n hangout wit them..hehe..then on monday im goin to mtrks tgkak..most of my frens will b there cos theres one sports carnival there..bdk2 mtrks lain kumpul kat sane ar..yay!!miss them lots!!hihi..cant wait 4 monday plak..hakhak..k la…nk grk peg MC dah..tata..

fening!!fening la kepala ku..pening memikirkan camne nk blaja physics spy leh phm bl time quiz or exam..slalu bl buat latihn ok jek..but when it cums 2 quiz or exam..blur terus kpala otak..calculus pon cmtu gak ar..buat latihn ok jer..bl exam..hampeh..huhuhu..asal la kpala otak ni cmni..ssh tul la…hopefully dgn bantuan rakan2ku yg sanggup tolong mengajarku ini dptla aku phm phy tuh..**thanks a lot yani n wei ping**jasamu dikenang beb..tp jgn giv up mengajar diriku ini k..teruskan mengajarku..i really2 need ur helps!!!!hihiihi…nasib ade kwn yg sudi membantu..kalo x..mampus aku..hihik..tapi kan…mmg men’TENSION-kan la blaja bab "TENSION"!!!!dh mmg tajuk bab tu tension..betul2 jadi tension blaja benda tuh..hukhukhuk…sedih tul…bg la otak yg berdaya fikiran physics kat aku nih,…agar sng nk absorb smua ilmu2 physics..huhu..dr dulu lagi mmg lemah bab physics ni..cmne nk amik engine nih!!!hisy..ape la aku ni…minat nk amik engine,tu yg amik engine..tp pyhsics t’kontang-kanting..ape daa…mujur ade rkn2 yg b’hati mulia yg sanggup ajar…thanks again ya’ll..so..conclusion utk arini..mmg pening kpala belajar physic sehari nih..hua!!tata..muahxz

hua!!feels like cryin today…nyesal stay up mlm tadi smpai kul 345am tu xblaja..buat pebende tah..kalo buat latihan calculus mesti x ar se-frust cmni..huhu…asal la jadi cmni..buat exam cam zero kat kpala otak nih..hukhuk..mane ar smua knowledge yg diajr…huhuhu..ni br beginnin..dh se-blur camni time exam..ape nk jadi tah la…nk nangis seh…hhuuhuuu….nyesal bangat seh..dulu add maths blaja benda same je..tp ni asl la jadi cmni..skt ati tul la..nk nangis beb..ni xleh jadi ni..kena kuat smangat ni..cmne nnt nk tempuh bbrp tahun lagi blaja kat cni ni..so kena tabah..xpe..its jus d beginnin…kena work hard lagi..huhu..thats it..kputusan telah dibuat utk memajukan diri demi utk tdk memalukan nama diri sendiri dan keluarga..cheh…hihi..ciows..

me n my life…dis week is most presurin week..pdhal ade 2 paper je minggu ni..ysterday nite n today..minggu ni asik xckp tido je..pdn muka..tu la..sape srh xprepare awl2..kan dh kena stayup blaja..mlm b4 paper HD tido kul 330am..ni mlm tadi after paper HD..konon nk buat lathn calculus…so tdo la kul 345am..tp xbuat latihan pon..buat ape tah..such a waste of time…kan dh itam bwh mata…mcm kena tumbuk je..then bengkak ckit ar….huhuhuuu…da moral of this story is..study la dr awl agar x kelam kabut cam sorang bdk ni..huhuhui..nsb xkena migrain disbbkan tido lmbt ni..kalo 100% concentrate blaja xpe ar..ni memain..tu yg lmbt tido..huhu…kecian aku..asik xckp tido je..tp xpe…yg pntg hasil nnt..hopefully hasil yg dpt akhir nnti setimpal ngan pengorbanan aku …AMIN..so gank..jgn jadi cam aku nih..study las minute..xelok dowh…k ar..tata

huhuhu..fell likes cryin rite now..im not me jus like b4 i think..wheres da real me huh..the gal that always studies to get gud result in d exam although she din usually get the gud result,,but at least dis gal try to get d gud result by studyin..but now where is this gal gone too..i cant find this gal anywhere man!!giv me back dis gal..huhuhu…i want back dis gal 2 b in me again,..i have to get ‘her’ back to b in me in order to make my wish cum true n to make mama n papa proud of their last daughter nih..im not goin 2 insult my parents..thats d last thing i eva do..pls…make me b as i am jus like b4..i mis da real me..me that always stay up at nite studyin..me that always do d homework given..i need my real me to success man!!help!!where did d real me gone to..cum back to me..cum back to where u are..dun b lazy…if not,u’ll regret later..so betta dun b lazy..b like the real u jus like b4..help urself to get back the real u…huhu..sedey tul ar…=(

huh..dh bp ari dh idup ni dipenuhi ngan rase bengang..siut tul ar…mulut xde insurance.mengalahkan mulut pompuan..nk jadi pompuan kot…ape masalah die tah..psyco kot..mmg berapi tgk muka die..xleh handle..tgk muka die je trus cam nk muntah..damn bitcho man…feel like wackin him..muka je cam bdk nerd..tp cam devil je..tu ar setan b’topengkan m’sia..ade gak org cmtu ek kat dunia ni..geram gler seh..pndai lak api2 kan org lain lak tu..xper..aku tujukan lagu ‘cant take away’ by mariah carey tu kat dier..those who believe in wut he’s tellin u,so..my advise is..U BETTA DUN!!!!!!!its jus a waste of time..like duh…he ruin my life wit his stupid big-fat-liar-mouth….dunno wuts wrong wit his mind..like no other things 2 do…baik baca buku la wei..tak de faedh nye buat crite2 bangang cmtu..huh..arini kebengangan aku memuncak afta memendam rase geram ni a few days back..ape la aku yg jadi mangsa die..konon buat baik ngan aku tp blakang…mcm siut je…nyesal knl ngan ko..so..sesape yg terasa tu..hentikan la perangai mu itu yg cuba memalukan + mengaibkan aku..doa org yg teraniaya ni makbul tau!!!!dun u eva forget bout that….everythin that uve done to me akn return back to u..so..hentikanla beb…ciows..cherioooo

They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow
Anyone to succeed
Hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me feel
That I don’t matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

‘Cause there’s a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can’t take that away from me
From me

They can do anything they want to you
lf you let them in
But they won’t ever win
If you cling to your pride
And just push them aside
See
I have learned there’s an inner peace I own
Something in my soul
That they cannot possess
So I won’t be afraid
And darkness will fade

‘Cause there’s a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can’t take that away from me

No
They can’t take this
Precious love
l’ll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me
Where I need to go

They can say anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But 1 won’t face the ground
I will rise steadily
Sailing out of their reach

Oh Lord
They do try hard to make me feel
That I don’t matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe
Or lose faith in my dreams

‘Cause there’s a light in me that shines brightly
They can try
But they can’t take that away from me
From me

alOha..is dis life??burink seh..nape la life ni buhsan..i mean my life la..not urs.. im lonely stayin ere..wif no frens by my side..that can cheer me up..jus like b4..tey were there standin nex 2 me..to cheer me up..to give me back my confidence to face the reality of life..confidence in my studies..without them,i dunno how 2 excell in my studies..huhuhu…owh god..pls giv me back my fren that can giv me confidence in order 4 me to excell studyin ere…hopefully i can survive studyin ere..sunyi seh idup ni…lonely yg t’amat sgt..borink!!!!!i dunno la nape jadi seborink ni..hopefullydis monday..it wil change..ssh la kalo rs burink je..then mula la xde mood nk blaja…isy..tuka la cpt prasaan burink ni..giv me back my real me…myself yg slalu study even ade gak main2…yg rs t’cabar bl ade yg lg pandai dr diri sendiri…where did my real me go!!!!i want back my real me!!huhuhu…i missed all my frens..missed them so them much..wonderin bl leh jmpe dierg lagi..amy n yana…miss u guys alots..huhuhu..theres one song dat suit me at dis moment.. "lonely,im miss lonely,i hav nobody,all my own.."….mcm nk return back to skewl life jek..the most enjoyable time ive eva had..xpe la…i jus hav 2 b patient..then dis loneliness will get lost frm my heart la ka…am i rite..k la..tata..thanks 4 readin..

Long-distance relationships can be fun and romantic. They make you feel very special. Every time you talk on the phone or visit each other, he acts like he’s thrilled to be able to talk to you or see you. And you do the same.

But that’s the problem. Any contact you have is special. So you step out of real life into your own little world of romance. Any time he calls, you jump at the chance to talk—you never put him on hold or tell him you’re too busy with something else right now. Everything else in your life gets put on hold to give him all of your attention, whether by phone or on your weekend visits.

When you visit, you have a limited amount of time during which all your attention is focused on each other. It’s like going away for a week of summer camp—terrific, but not real life. You never see each other in normal day-to-day life.

life….

the road which hav so many  path..

sum are smooth..

sum are rough…

the road hav so many  path..

all we need is jus 2 choose the rite road..

once we hav chosen the wrong one, then ull b lost 4eva…

but if u hav chosen da rite path, ull feel like ure in heaven…

wit no problm disturbin u…n ull feel so peaceful…

butifu hav chosen tha wrong path,n uve realize it,

change ur direction straight away 2 da rite path…

u still hav da chance to return to da rite path…

its jus like a journey..

ifu choose the wrong road,ull lost in the road which u dun noe..

but if u choose the rite path..its easy 4 uto walk along da path even ifure alone..

its jus bcos uve known da path clearly…

so..think about it…

n choose da rite path so that u wont lost in urown world….

cheeriooo